sepintas lalu.

ya allah ya tuhan ku...
kbelakangan ini begitu bnyk dugaan mu.
ya allah, tuhan yg maha penyayang,
kuat kan lah iman,jiwe dan hati ku utk mengharungi dugaan mu ini.
kerane aku cuma insan yg lemah.
tapi aku yakin,,
kau tdk akan menduge makhluk mu lbh drpd yg mreke mampu.
dan kau berikan lah aku kekuatan dan kejayaan ya allah.. ;)

biology fair 09/10

first and foremost, sorry lmbt update. but stil fresh in mind. ;)

date: 20th FEB 2010

time: 8.3oam - 4.00pm

venue: DU kmm

titile: germination of seed

thanx h3p5, for all ur commitment to make it well.nmpk sume org btungkos lumos perah idea nak present yg terbaek. and alhamdulillah. we've made it! congratz to all! h3p5 the best!

19FEB2010:

caption: decoration time. ptg tuu sme booth kosong lg. dewan pon cam x riuh sgt kan..

caption: perkampungan h3p5 di dpn DU. haha. mcm tgh rewang jew tyme niy. best best!




caption: sesi mnaikkan tiang booth. huru hare gile kan tym niy. pening jew booth2 sblh tgk kls kte. haha. and seriesly, nabil the hottest laa mlm tuu. tett.. for those yg twu cte, keep it secret. haha. ;p



20th FEB 2010:

caption: decortion team. kte antre yg awal kan smpi pg tuu.. thanx korg coz did a good job mse nak prepare for bio fair tuu.

caption: sesi bergambar dekat booth klas b4 perasmian. feeling green. ;)

caption: one of the model of 'seed germination'

caption: tamat laa sudaa bio fair utk batch kte. ptg tuu rmi yg da x lrt nak dtg nak meraih kmngn. ceyh! skema plak ayat. haha. hamper hamper! congrats h3p5. :)

caption: jamuan kelas. and skali gus celebrate kmenangan. and ceebrate bfdy nabil jugakk. kebetulan kan sme hari. heee.. location; bt115.

caption: lets sing together. happy befday to nabil.......... ;)

caption: h3p5 lg. hee. best kanss mlm tuuw.. sme org hepy jep. gonna miss dat moment. and sygg la korgg! ;)




EXTRA;

1- thanx to atikah roseman for being the best project manager. hee. sorry taw kdg2 aq cam x larat nak bg idea n nak respon pe ko ckp. especially yg mlm kte decorate booth tu.. pnt sgt weyy.. tp camne pon, kte da bjaye ng jaye nye kan? ;)

2- we win two awards time tuu. 1 for presenation terbaek. and 1 more is, 2nd place for model terbaek. mcm tak caye kan? hee. rezki kite. ;)

3- biology fair mmg havoc! congrats lah kat sume dak2 hayat. mmg sume hebat2!

4- thanx to pn aini coz incharge our klas. ktorg dah bangge kan ckgu kans? hee. sygg ckgu! muahhh! ;)



*sorry to all. tak leyh nak upload sume gmba.. tp rse nye sume msk kot. heee. and thanx korg coz making it great! kte sme2 happy kan even sume pnt. and hopefully kte still keep in touch to each other even dah abes mtrx nnt. h3p5 crew the best! ilyyy! <33

meet all in one day ;)

tanggal 16feb2010,

ouh sesunggoh nye, arini sgt hepy pd ku.. ;) td, aq jumpe besties2 aq,,

aq just plan nak hg out ng fatyn je kan? pstu, firdaus pon ade ckp nak jumpe rini. skli tetibe dy ckp mak dy nak gune kete. kre x leyh la nk grk bnda kan? so, td date ng fatyn je la.. hee. tp best kan? ngee.. erm, tp td kte grk bnda kjp je kan yunc? kol4 cmtu da blk. huu.. xpe laa. stil best kan even x pat kua ng sume2 fd. cam bese la kte, story x abes2. haha. pstu, ng plan bru fd lg. heh. tah jd ke x. guguu..

erm, den, tyme tgh mkn kt mcD td, naqiu text ckp dy kt jb n ajk lepak ng zul skli. hohh! aq sgt teruje totakk. tros aq kol ko kan naqiu nk set date. tyme; kol5. meetpoint, osman masjid. haha.. pstu, aq pon pass gak kat mel. coz aq mmg da rnduu gle kat ko laa. ptot nye mang ptg niy kte lepak due org je kan. pstu kebetulan naq ng zul ajk lepak gak. so, invite la ko skli. nasseb ko da mang knl dorg en. hee.. lau tak, ko geng ng mamak osman jela. behehe. ;p

urm urm, den yg plg cam wat aq teruje td, tjumpe besfren lme aq, farhah. paahh! bpk rndu gle kau! arap je dok sme uda. tp susa nk jupe kan? haha. ko mkin comeyl doo. and plg suprise, ko still lg ng roza. OMG! longlasting la korg. kawen la pat! hee. uhh, tetibe aq t'egt blk tym drjh6 dlu aq pna mnt roza kan? haha. den, tym f3, aq tjumpe dy blk, kt msjd uda. ade solat hajad. pstu, fr that, roza mntk no ko, den, korg cntct2 pstu, couple smpi skg. ouhh. aq da menyatukan korg! ceyhh. haha. paah! rndu ko taww.. epy gile td pat jupe ko. heeee. ;D

erm erm,td lepak kt osmann cam kjp gle lol.. sejam pastu, anugerah tuhan pon smpi. haha. thanx zul bab invite dy lepak skli! comeyl plak dy td kan. hehe. asal hah tyme tahlil kt umah anis mlm tu, aq ase dy bese je? td cam shining plak. ngehehe. or maybe psl skg da jd dak uia kan. hoho. erm, mel. ko pon rse yg sme kan td? haha. slmbe je kte borak2 psl dy td. knon cam xde org dga. skli naqiu dga plak. pstu tros dy bg jln aq eye to eye ng si dy. kahh! tah ppe jep aq! haha.. tp sumpahh td best kann? hehe. uhh, jap. aq lupe nak mention kan psl ernie. hee. sweet la zul bwk ernie skli. aha. yelaa.. mlm niy ko da nak blk kdh en. den, arini la nak spend tyme lbh2 ng dy. ahaa. ok. aq phm! heee. ;p

* naqiu cop! deal kte jgn lupe.. hehekkk.. ;D

jap jap. b4 lupe. aq sdeyh gak td x pat jumpe fdaus ng fahil. asal xde jdoh lg ng korg ni. lme gle da x jmpe korg. las jumpe fdaus tyme rye. n fahil b4 aq msk mtrx en? fuuh. lme gle kot. ;(

heh, fdaus, siyes ke r ko ckp nak dtg umah aq mlm niy? haha. tsenatap aq. laki aq pon aq x bwk lg jumpe mak bpk aq, tetibe ko plak. huu.. x nak laa aq amek risiko. kiki. soryyy ea wakk! erm, t ko cuti sem, aq da abes mtrx, kte jumpe ari2 tauu.. heeee... rindu kau!!

and pde sume watak yg tertere di atas,

thanx for cheer my day.. sygg korgg! (:

what goes around comes around.

KAU hebat sbb KAU bjaye mnjatohkan aku.
KAU sasterawan terkreatif sbb KAU pndi bmaen dgn ayat dan akhrnye, ayat kau m'jdi racon yg menghanCorkan aku.
tp KAU bkn lah lelaki terbaek ntok aku.
mgkn btol apeyg dorg ckp,
aku x perlu kan laki yg sng lupe diri, penipu, x setie n x pndi jge ati org cam KAU.

alu x kesa klo dri dlu lg ko jujor yg ko dah jumpe org laen.
tp knpe mst KAU tipu aku? knape? hobi mungkin?
tahniah sbb bjaye mensie.sie kan aku.
i believe in hukum qarma.
MUNGKIN 1 hari nnt ko sndri akan rse ape yg pnah ko wat kt aku. n when d time comes,
aku yakin KAU x sekuat aku nak tanggong sume niy.
what goes around comes around.

and to all my dearest besties,
thanx for always being here for me. ;)

anis;
thanx coz tmn aku g jog bpe round arituu. mmg lege sgt besides dpt cuci mte skali. hee. upssss! skdr suke2 je. no way for love! sygg ko anis. n thanx coz still ade mse ntok aku. (:

mel;
thanx gak psl bg aku advises, supports sme, aku ske words ko,
^mmg t'serlah kesiyalannn nye. be strong my dear..^
tenkiuu mell! ko mmg besfren smpi syurgaaaa!ilyy! (:

naqiu;
soryyy coz kco ko tdo mlm tuww. kol5pg bru ko dpt tdo kan. thnx coz spend ur nite.
aku x twu la knpe aku cri ko mlm tuu. tp advises ko mang naek an smgt aq sgt2 tauu..
^ko kne kuat ntok dri ko. n aq twu ko bleyh lalui sume ni n succeed. come on tqa. jgn jtoh sbb laki yg haram bjadah.. ^
okey! ayat ko mang superb! thanx naqiuu! sygg mu!

and x lupe gak, mgu CIF ( college islamic festival) bnyk motivate aku. lg2 yg slot ' ketike cinte bertasbih' tuu.. blok aku di wajib kan pg. err, da la aku dtg lmbt mlm tuu. pastu, dgn seluar kotak2 aku tuu, slambe je aku msk ikot pintu dpn surau. haha. eyh. jap. aku rse kan, DIA nmpk aq tau tyme tu.. eeee,, malu siyottt... aku da mcm nk pgi pyjamas party plak. behehee.
msk2 je aku nmpk si A. ohh! bchye nye muke dy. tros smgt aq nk dga forum tuu. hekzs! ;p
siyes forum uhh bnyk bg keinsapan kt aku. and tyme yg ust asri bce an doa psl cnte pd allah niy, mang da mendayu.dayu air mte ku. x menahan weyy! naseb tyme tuu sme org kne tutop mte. aku pon bantai je la teresak. x pk org. hehe..

ouh copp! tyme mule2 kne tutop mte tu kan, aq nmpk si A. huhh? errm, maybe sbb spnjg forum uhh, from tmpt aku, straight nmpk muke dy. haha. tu yg tbayang,byg kot muke die. hehe. smpt gak aku kan? haha. errm, "A, kte x twu la knpe kte x nak share probs kte ng A. myb sbb kte x nak A nmpk yg kte senanye nga suffer kot. herm, tp, skg niy, A salu wat kte rse nk snym. thanx wpon ni mgkn ntok smntare jew." =)

anyway, thanx CIF! smgt aku skg da makin kuat skg! and ayat yg plg aku ske skali,
"ya allah, izinkan aku mencintai Mu. dan izinkan aku utk mencintai dan dicintai org2 yg mencintai Mu.. "


and untok KAU,
maaf kan aku sbb aku x mampuu nak maaf kan KAU.
only time can help me to do so.
and only time can heals all the wounds.
once again,
congratzs! u r the great actor!

midsem holidays meet the end.

pssst; senanye kan, aku da abes dah type story2 aku ntok post kli ni. tp, by the tym aku nak post mlm td, tetibe line tenet hang, pastu, mengghaib kan diri. kesiyotann! naseb aku smpt copy paste dlu kat documents. eghh! and skang, aku da mls nak adjust blk cite aku tuu. aku tgl paste n post je laa. gheeeee. ;D



lg bpe menet je lg jarum pendek dan pnjg nak berator atas jam 12. dgn yang demikian, tgl lg 3ari je lg nak blk kmm. and aku tak sbr gak nak tgu kol 12. lahir lah 22jan2010. aclty bfdy kak zana. tak sbr nak wish. err, mntk2 dy x tkr no laa. tp, takpe,, aku ade ym, ms,fb dy. haha. tak ckop2 space aq nak wish t. heee.

herm, senanye aq cam da stat sdeyh psl cuti midsem da nak abes. duuu. t cm bese la kne strugle blk ntok sem2 niy. wooo! ketat uhh muke. tp naseb tym kat kuliah, aq enjoy je.. law rse cam ngantok2, t, aq grk la sket mte tgk DIA. heeeeee.. sejuk mate memandang. hehee. tp kan,since sem2 niy, aq salu homesick. asal tah. gembeng plak. kdg2 t'egt je kt umaa. aduyyy..

haa! aku senanye nak share mnde yg plg hepy tyme aku blk cuti niy. abah,mak, ajim, abg man, nenek, uncle c.man, cik pah, sume2 sdare mre sepapat, sepapan sume ckp aku da kurus sket. wooohh!! kembang semangkok la aku. heee. tp, aku rse sme je. tp ble g timbang mmg tron bnyk gak la! yiehaa! taniahh atiqa. ade susot nilai. haha. niy sme gare2 aku pakse dri g jogg,gim, cycling, sports setiap ptg.. smpi merah legam muke aku! hahaa... takpe takpe.. program londang weight management mst d teruskan! kan ain?? heeee.. tp, 2mgu aku kat uma, mmg siyes, keje aku mkn je weyy,, sumpah aku mmg x pena skip meal kt uma ni. hehee..

and and, weekend aritu, aku blk mrsg, nak visit kazen aku, nany kt kem sekakap. weyh! tak cye r awak msk plkn. da la first tym pisah ng parents. ade kemajuan! ahaa. tp nampak awak cam gagah je kat sne? ouh. ok laa.. tp, jgn smpi kuar muscle berketol.ketol sudaa la. bahaha. erm, tyme tuu, aku ng sdare dare mare aku g picnic kat tepi pantai smbl visit kazen aku. woo!angin laut kuat gile. mendayu.dayu. bes weyh! release tension. and aku x lps peluang wat photo shoot. kiki. smpi habes btry fon aku, fon ajim n fon mak. haha. camwhore habes! wuuuppsss.. tp siyes hepy jew. egt DIA sorg je leyh g vacation? aku pon sme la. x yah g smpi endon sne. wat hebes duet jep. ceywaa! pdhl aku jeles DIA g holiday x hajak aku. hihii. ;p

erm, err, ok laa ek. tataw la nak story pe lg. cam bynk mrapu je. aku pon da kusot je nii. ng hw blambak. assgmnt bi x siap lg. bio lg. graf kemalasan meningkat! siyot okeh! errgh. cpt la blk kmm. kat sne, xde la aku mls sgt cam kt uma niy. yeye je bwk blk bku nak stdy. harammmm,, haha.. okeyh.stop here. ;)

EKTIVITI SEWAKTU CUTI ;)

the first in 2010

waaa. lme da aq x upd8 blog. bz doww kt mtrx. sem 2 ni tough lg kot. tp, aku cam ase sem2 lg bes jewp sylabus dy. lg2 bio blajar reproduction. gaaaa... sumpahh x ngantok! hahaa.. ;p urm,

aclty aq na upd8 blog tym nuyer uhh.. bab cam na luah kan la rse sedih mentinggal kan 2009 yg pnoh bermakne. huu. tp tyme tuu aku bz stdy for ups. so, kne la pozpone smpi aku blk jb niy.. huhuu.. tp, xpe laa. xde la outdated sgt kan. haa!

errr,, ok, straigt to the point. 2009 is pass. 2010 now come. siyes laa mang sediyh sgt tgl kan 2009. coz mcm2 jd. tahun 2009 aq dgn rasminye meninggalkan title as pelajar sekolah. huu,, den, bout 5months aq dok umah bine badan, bru la aku dpt offer g mtrx. huu. erm, and spnjg taon tuu, mcm2 jd.. sweet, bitter, spicy, sour, sume ade.

and x lupe jugak, taon 2009 niy la aq stat rpt ng najmie.da bpe taon kn kte seper8. awak blaja kt ipoh snce f1. pas abes spm, bru laa mlekat kt jb. erm, tetibe kte rpt kan. rpt sgt.. smpi laa msg2 da smbg bljr, da x leyh jumpe salu kan. hurm, so, da cam x rpt la. tp kan, siyes la. kte sdeyh sbb kte da x leyh rpt lg cam pas spm tuu.. kan wakk? ermmm,,, klo la kte ade kuase, kite nak pause kan tyme kte nga rpt ng awk dlu. bia lme jew... huhu.. tp kte bkn spe2 kan. i don have the power to do so. ouh! mane pegi nye awak? kite rindu awak sgt3...

and now, in 2010, aku hrp sgt, sume yg in future lbh bermakne and bergune. ;) aq dah ade aim aq sndri. jap. aq list. tp, hope tak la nmpk cam aq yeye sgt kan. haha..

1- nak jogging and exercise setiap ptg. x nak dok kt blk n tdo je.. no more!
2- krg kan mkn.. ok diet! kne kurus sket laa.. abah ckp aku da gemokkk sgt. nnt xde org nak. yeke??? waa! ;''(
3- aku nak stdy hard ntok sem2 kat mtrx niy. where's malas?? ouh. aku da dlete dri kamos aku. ;)
4- nnt klo da msk u, aq x nak homesick jep. x nak la salu blk uma. kne independent. kat mtrx xpe la.. mcm msk asrama lg. hehe.
5- savingg and dietingg. 2 in 1. ahaa.. duet lbh tu leyh wat shopping!! ahaa.. tak leyh elak la.. sgop x mkn, jnji dpt shopp. hee.

6- ikat ketat2 hati. jgn bg lelaki yg x spatot nye smpi abes U. there's no way for love! ;)
7- nak jage hati mak ng abah. x nak lg fight2 ng dorg. okeyh!! klo dorg soh aku kawen ng org tue?? err,, yg tuu aku wajib fight! hahah.
8- nak bljr msk. mak. iqa promis abes mtrx nnt, ade 3bln kt uma, iqa bljr msk. setiap ari iqa msk smpi abah puji iqa msk sdp. tguuuu!
9- aku x nak la salu abes kan duet abah ng mak.. tp yg niy, iqa x jnji taw.. hehee..
10- and laslty, i wanna be the best among the best! i need the good attitude only. ;)
yeaaa!!i have to struggle for all this things.. atiqa! u can do it! ( :

kalau dan if.

kalau?
aku boleyh pusing balik waktu,
aku akan pilih utk hidup d zaman kanak2 ku.
hey! itu iqa punye laa! jgn amek!
sorg pon x brani amek.
takot aku kluar kan senjate berpelurukan air mate.
tp niy zaman kanak2,
tak payah besaing nak pat an sume yg kte nak.

kan best kalau aku kau kau sentiase jd kanak2.
gembire jew.
tp tuw sume kalau.
kan bgos kalau tak payah ade kalau.
eyhh??

skang ni aku kane brushe dan besaing utk dpt kan sume yg aku nak.
oh! kdg2 aku tak mampu nak kejar sume yg aku nak.
yg aku mampu, tumpang gembire dgn org laen.
tp, smpi bley doww nak tmpg?? klo tayar dorg pancit cane??
pelik! sume org igt aku sentiase gembire.
tak ade istilah probs,pressure n tension lam kamus aku.
tp dorg bkn aku, aku bkn dorg.

ya tuhan..
kdg2 dugaan mu begitu bsr pd ku..
kdg2 aku tak mampu menanggong nye..
demi menutup kelemahan ini,
kau berikan lah aku kekuatan dan kegembiraan.
walaupun palsu.
dan ya tuhan..
kalau masih ku d beri kesempatan.
jika dia adalah jodoh terbaik utk ku,
izinkan aku untk menyayangi dan disayangi nye.
namun, bila waktu ku habis dgn nye,
izinkan cinte dan syg ini,
hidup utk terakhir dan kali ini saje....