cemburu

kecemburuannn yg melampauuu.

selepas puas meng_stalk fb fatin liyana and maria elena,

aku akhirnya makan hati dgn info yg aku dapat.

abg fatin liyana couple dgn maria elena???

homaiiiii. tak boleh terimaa semua ini!!

ouchhh jelesss nyaaa!!

jeless sampai rasa nak gigit tgn org sebelahh.

ok fine.

tak de mood satu hari.

;'(

PS: mesti nak ckp aku outdated kan sbb bru tawu psl ni? oh finee! jgn kwn ng aku. HAHA. babai.

family

What is family? They were the people who claimed you. In good, in bad, in parts or in whole, they were the ones who showed up, who stayed in there, regardless. It wasn't just about blood relations or shared chromosomes, but something wider, bigger. We had many families over time. Our family of origin, the family we created, and the groups you moved through while all of this was happening: friends, lovers, sometimes even strangers. None of them perfect, and we couldn't expect them to be. You can't make any one person your world. The trick was to take what each could give you and build your world from it

_{abah, mak and ajim, i miss u all so badly. and abg man, cant wait to fetch u at subang airport this wednesday. i wanna be at home too. :(}

tazkirah episode 1

Seorang yang berusia 60 tahun akan menghabiskan masa lebih kurang 20 tahun untuk tidur.Sekiranya dia tidur mengikut Sunnah Rasullullah saw, maka tidurnya akan jadi ibadat.Allah swt hanya akan terima ibadat yang dilakukan dengan ikhlas.Tidur adalah ibadat yang paling ikhlas. Seseorang tidak perlu dipaksa atau terpaksa untuk tidur.Ganjaran Allah swt untuk orang yang amalkan Sunnah sangat besar.

Satu Sunnah yang diamalkan berterusan akan diberi ganjaran 100 pahala mati syahid, sedangkan satu pahala mati syahid sudah cukup untuk menjamin seseorang untuk masuk syurga.

Di dalam tidur sendiri ada banyak Sunnah.Sebaliknya, jika seseorang tidur cara selain dari cara Nabi SAW,dia hanya akan dapat kerehatan.Kalau bernasib baik, selama 20 tahun mungkin dia dapat mengumpul 20 kilo tahi mata dan menakung 20 liter atau lebih air liur basi.

Antara Sunnah-sunnah Nabi saw sebelum, ketika dan selepas tidur.

1. Sebelum dan selepas tidur baca doa tidur. Ramai orang memperlekehkan doa Masnun (doa harian)tapi hakikatnya harga yang Allah swt janjikan adalah syurga.

2. Jangan tidur menghadap kaki arah Qiblat. Ini adalah kedudukan tidur orang yang telah mati.

3. Barangsiapa yang membaca Tasbih Fatimah, sekiranya dia mati malam itu,dia akan dikira sebagai mati syahid. Apa itu Tasbih Fatimah?

Subhanallah 33 X, Alhamdulillah 33 X, Allahuakbar 34 X.

4. Baca 4 Qul tiup ke tapak tangan dan sapu keseluruh badan untuk menghindarkan sihir dan niat jahat manusia.

5. Niat untuk bangun Tahajjud. Sekiranya tidak terjaga, Allah swt akan mengira seolah-olah dia bertahajjud sepanjang malam. Tahajjud adalah sebaik-baik pelindung

daripada sihir dan buatan orang.

6. Ambil wudhu sebelum tidur dan Solat Sunat Taubat 2 rakaat.

7. Maafkan semua kesalahan manusia pada kita dan halalkan semua hutang piutang sebelum tidur.Bangun tidur boleh buka fail semula kalau mahu.

8. Tidur cara Rasulullah saw dengan mengiring badan ke kanan dan tapak tangan di bawah pipi.

Banyak lagi Sunnah Nabi saw yang boleh diamal, semuanya mudah untuk dilakukan.

Lebih mudah daripada bersolek atau pakai night cream sebelum tidur.Lebih mudah daripada buat senaman ringan sebelum tidur.

Peringatan : Pesan Nabi saw, dilarang tidur meniarap terutama lelaki.Sekiranya tidur dengan kain pelikat, ikat hujung kain supaya tidak menimbulkan fitnah. Tutup aurat ketika tidur.

Kenapa ya? Lelaki yang tidur meniarap, dibawahnya Syaitan/ Jin Betina.Tidur bogel atau tidak menutup aurat akan menghindarkan Malaikat Rahmat dan mengundang makhluk lain. Sekiranya bersetubuh tanpa membaca doa,Syaitan/Jin akan bersama-sama menjamah isteri kita. Kemungkinan besar benih yang masuk bercampur dengan benih-benih Syaitan/ Jin. Jadi jangan marah kalau anak-anak ikut perangai "bapa-bapa angkat" mereka ketika kita bersetubuh dulu.

_{copying from somewhere. (:}

words for you

18 march.

i'd never forgot this date since 12 years ago.

i know sometimes, i being unfair towards u.

but, take this in mind.

you actually d e s e r v e it.

so, on this fine evening,

i know its already late.

but still,

i really would like to wish,

AN,

have a great happy birthday.

may god bless u.

and achieve a successful life.

if u read this,

i really wanna say sorry for let u think that im forgetting u.

to tell the truth, yes. sometimes.i do.

but i have never forget this date and the memories we build together before.

imy a lot! do take care.

-__-

PS: buat ku tersenyum ♥

what ever

hye people! i know its having a long time i didnt blogging.

to tell the truth, im seriously fucking hectic day by day.

in fact,im only left one month until the final exam.

goshh! one month to go?? i havent prepared at all.

alahai atiqa, x berubah lgsg! semua menda nak last minute

haihhhh..... ~

ohh anyway, i got something to share with.

sabtu hari tu, hang out pg midvalley dgn FD babes,

only four of us.

me, fatyn, hani and and mel who is specially comes from melaka.

mel, kau lahh satu satu nye besfren aku yg sgt sgt suka menggilaa

dulu kini dan selama nye. HAHA.

well, supposely ktorg tgk movie same2. but ya, you know its mid! always full.

so ktorg just round2 all over mid sambil borak2. sampai letih2 haus2.

yg penting makann! baru bertenaga. thehee.

but it was totally great sbb dpt jumpe and kebetulan tyme tu semua org mcm tgh stress and need each other to spend time with.

i love u all.

and hani, thanx a lott dear sbb hihi. baik sgt and rajin sgt nak fetch aku kat shah alam. hihi..

gedikk gile kan aku x nak grk sndri. kesian kau. dah la tyme aku text tu kau dah kat area bangi.

pastu kau dgn rela hati nye patah blk s.alam sbb nak fetch aku. pstu baru pg mid.

hehee. blk pon same. oh seriouss mcm puteri lilin habes kan aku.

but hey hey others! aku ni tak lah mcm tak ada hati lemak perot sume. selambe badak naik kete org x ulor ape2 kann. oh sooo not me laaahh!

_{cuba kau rase kalau org tompang kete kau. pastu kau amek and hantar dia. then bila lalu tol ke petrol pump ke. dia buat muka mcm badak air tak tawuu ape ape. pehh! menyirap kan??}

being in FD babes, we have like naturally alert on that.

im glad that im just absorb that manner from FD rules and routine. something that can be proud of. sharing is caringg. right?

anywayy, thanx a lot hani and mel for spend ur afternoon there.

and to fatyn, be strongg dear. we're always here next to u.

i love u girlsss!

PS: i just cant wait for tomorrow. (:

on fine morning.

as i wake up,

straightly check out my phone.

misscalled from abah angkat.

dy call sbb nak tny betol ke x jd pegi kelantan pg ni.

hurmmm... dgn hati yg berat,

i've to say..

yes. i cant be there.

=(((((

smlm my mak angkat call jugak.

still,

dgn terpaksaa ckp,

'iqa x dpt pergi..'

=((((

ramai membe tny, nape nak pg klntn. ko bukan ade sdare mara kat sane?

hurm, aclty akak angkat aku kawen yg sblh lelaki.

johor vs kelantan yawww!

tu yg dorg semua ajak aku pegi skali.

at first mmg dah smgt nak pg. siap dah berangan2 nak pakai baju ape sume (looser!)

skali hari tu, dorg ckp dorg balik hari slase.

so, aku akan skip kelas ntok 2 hari.

ohmyyy! so not laaaa. da lah nexweek aku bnyk gila test kan.

bila mase nye aku nak stdy. huuuu.

so,dgn berat hati nya, aku decide x nak pergi..

boleh jew balik sndri naik flight. tp mcm nnt lg susah kan dorg kan nak kne anto pg airport plak.

hurmm. hurm..

so, x dpt lah nak pergi..

x dpt nak jln2 kat kelantan.

tak dpt jumpaa ehemmm. (hihii.. ;pp)

then, smlm aiman (adik pengantin lelaki) ask me to why cant i be there?

seems like dy pon sdeh je aku x pat dtg.

wakakakaka! okay yg ni aku perasann. haha. ;pp

fine. everybody, kalau ada jodoh and rezki, kite jumpa lg ok.

ade hikmah x dpt pergi. think positive atiqa.

ok. nak hiburkan hati yg lara.

saya perlu bermain zuma. babai semua.

PS: have fun all. imy all! =(

watch (=

...picture taken from official swatch website...

untuk sementara waktu ni,

yg ni pom bolehh. hihi.

its swatch honey!

any colour laaa. but, i prefer the turqoise one.

ohh perfectly awesome!

anyone pleaseee? heh heh.

do pm me okayh. tehehhee. ;p

semoga allah merahmati hidup mu. weeeee. :D

okay babai. nak doa bnyk2 mntk2 dapat beli jam ni dulu smentara dpt yg guess tu.

hehekk! ♥

^{.... berangan lah kaww!......} ^__^

forever 20 (=

heyy happy birthday atiqa anuar.

no more teen! :(

its twenty.

sokay, at least, day by day, im grown up well. ( hihi i guess)

thanx to those yg wish tgh2 mlm ni. and thanx in advance to those yg akan wish.

and thanx jugak to those yg x wish. hmmmm...

at least, i know, sape yg ingat sape yg tak.

okay? think positive! ^__^

well,, i wish, all my dream this year will come true.

too many dream(s)

ya allah, please bless me (:

_{ohh im having a great evening with my bestie, mel and mr red mini cooper, afiq. hihi.. thanx afiq for everything today. baju tesame karer plak ng kete. siap terselit skali owner dy kat blkg tuu. haha}

wonderful tonight

can i have one more chance

to hear it once again

u playing the song with a guitar.

the song u love

perfectly awesome

so do i.. m falling over it since i'd been introduce by u.

dont u know that u have influence me so much

dear somebody,

if i still have a chance,

i really would hear u playing the full song.

in front of me.

or at least through phone straight to my ear.

my last request,

if u read this,

i really really wanna lend my ear for it.

♥ ♥ ♥

It's late in the evening; she's wondering what clothes to wear.
She puts on her make-up and brushes her long blonde hair.
And then she asks me, "Do I look all right?"
And I say, "Yes, you look wonderful tonight."

We go to a party and everyone turns to see
This beautiful lady that's walking around with me.
And then she asks me, "Do you feel all right?"
And I say, "Yes, I feel wonderful tonight."

I feel wonderful because I see
The love light in your eyes.
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just don't realize how much I love you.

It's time to go home now and I've got an aching head,
So I give her the car keys and she helps me to bed.
And then I tell her, as I turn out the light,
I say, "My darling, you were wonderful tonight.
Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight."

sad

aku cuma manusia yg lemah.

yg cuba nak puas kan hati semua org.

tp dlm usaha nak buat semua org happy,

mesti akan ada something yg aku buat,

menyakit kan hati org.

mesti ke? perlu ke?

aku cuba nak jadi anak yg baik, kawan dan sahabat yg baik, teman yg baik,

tapi kenapa kadang kadang aku rasa tak mampu.

rasa terok, rasa jahat,

semua negatif. x ada yg positif.

:''(

_{ya allah, betol.betol... aku rasa terok sgt skrg ni.}

_{tolong ya allah, kau berikan kekuatan pada aku.}

_{kau permudahkan lah segala urusan ku.}

_{dan ya allah,}

_{ampun kan dosa aku sbb mungkin aku terlalu banyak mengeluh dgn kehidupan.}

i can pretend to laugh and smile all day. that's one and only speciality i have. but no one knows what's inside.